Khloe Kardashian says that ever since she and Lamar Odom split, her life has never been the same and she felt like she didn’t have a ‘purpose’ anymore — so sad! The reality star admits that she’s had a broken heart for a long time but will they work things out now?
Khloe Kardashian, 31, is getting very candid about her split from Lamar Odom and says that not having Lamar in her life was absolutely miserable. Even though she tells People that she and Lamar only called off their divorce for medical reasons, it sounds like spending time with Lamar is the best thing that could have ever happened for Khloe because she’s never loved anyone else like she does with him. To hear more about Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian, head over to iTunes and download the latest HollywoodLife podcast for free!
“With Lamar gone I felt I was losing a part of myself,” Khloe said and later adding. “You don’t just fix a broken heart. You need time. And it hurt, because I loved being married. I loved having a family. I loved waking up in the morning and having purpose.” She also emotionally revealed that she never wanted to divorce Lamar: “If you asked me a year before, I would have never said I was going to get a divorce. I never wanted it to end. But I know I did everything I could. Divorce was my last option. But I would rather have had our marriage for that limited time than to never have had it at all. It was the most magical, special time in my lie, and I know what we had was really rare.”
But she also mentioned that she and James Harden are still figuring things out too: “[James] has been great with me and I’m just allowing everything to unfold,” Khloe says. “If it’s ever too overwhelming, [for him] then I understand that as well.” Khloe also goes on to say why she and Lamar pulled the plug on their divorce: “I pulled back on the divorce because there is no rush for it. For medical decisions and a ton of other things, it’s just smarter that it’s put on hold. But that doesn’t mean I’m back with Lamar. It’s not even in our brains to think about us having a relationship.”
HollywoodLifers, do you think Khloe and Lamar will get back together?
— Chloe Melas