Lamar Odom feels totally ’embarrassed’ that he ended up in the hospital due to an alleged drug overdose. In fact, HollywoodLife has learned EXCLUSIVELY that he is ‘ashamed’ for both himself and what he’s put the Kardashian family through.
Lamar Odom, 35, is now coherent enough to understand why he landed in critical care after he was found unconscious in a brothel on Oct. 13, and a source revealed EXCLUSIVELY to HollywoodLife that he is “taking things very hard.” However, with Khloe Kardashian, 31, by his side, he is committed to recovering and is ready “to turn a new leaf”! We have the emotional details!
“Lamar is beyond embarrassed for what he did,” a source EXCLUSIVELY explained to HollywoodLife. “People look up to him as a role model and he feels he embarrassed his name and family along with the Kardashian family,” they added.
Poor Lamar. The sole down side to getting better, it seems, is the emotional intensity it adds to his recovery. “He feels ashamed and is taking things very hard while he recuperates,” said the source. “He is still in rough shape and is looking forward to rehab,” they added. It’s so good to hear that Lamar is optimistic about the future and his journey back to health!
Furthermore, Lamar is aware of the difficulties that lie ahead, however, he is ready to face them with a new determination and mindset. “He has a long road ahead of him and he wants to turn a new leaf,” said the source. “With the help of Khloe, he looks to make that all a reality!” Now that Khloe and Lamar have called off their divorce, it seems that the two are prepared to tackle Lamar’s recovery– as a super strong team!
So precious! We continue to send Lamar and Khloe all the strength and positive vibes in the world as Lamar gets better.
— Casey Mink