She puts on a tough exterior, but deep down, Kourtney Kardashian is completely devastated over Scott Disick’s recent antics — particularly, the time he’s spending with 18-year-old Lindsay Vrckovnik. HollywoodLife.com has the EXCLUSIVE scoop on how the ‘crushed’ reality star is really dealing with all this.
Scott Disick’s relationship with Lindsay Vrckovnik, 18, is certainly taking a toll on Kourtney Kardashian. The 36-year-old may publicly be coming off strong, but HollywoodLife.com has EXCLUSIVELY learned that she’s really taking this whole break up hard…and it’s caused a major blow to her self-esteem.
“Kourtney is putting on a brave face, but inside, she’s absolutely crushed,” an insider tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. “The fact that Scott is with an 18-year-old girl who is almost a foot taller than she is has made her feel old, ugly and undesirable. Every day is a struggle. She’s trying to stay strong for the kids, but she wishes she could just stay in bed and cry.”
Lindsay has actually insisted that she and Scott are just friends, but still, we can’t imagine how hard it must have been for Kourt to see her ex hanging out with a hot, young blonde while she was at home taking care of their three kids. Rather than appearing distraught in public, though, the reality star has opted to flaunt her fabulous figure more than ever while putting on a constant smile. In fact, it wasn’t until the Keeping Up With The Kardashians season finale that we really saw Kourtney break down in tears.
But even though Scott doesn’t seem to be doing anything to prove he deserves to win back his longtime love, he’s been making mysterious public pleas for her on social media. First, the Lord posted a naked photo of the 36-year-old from a recent photo shoot, and captioned it, “Now that’s 1 hot mama.” He also shared a cryptic message on Instagram reading, “Never give up” on Oct. 12, which many speculated was about his quest to get Kourtney back.
But even though Kourt is so devastated, that doesn’t mean she’s going to just roll over and take Scott back. “She’s neither flattered or amused,” an insider told HollywoodLife.com, regarding Kourtney’s reaction to the Lord’s Instagram compliment. “She feels like if he has something to say to her then he needs to either call or say it to her face. She thinks he’s just trying to kiss up to her and get on her good side after he went public with his new teenage muse. Basically, at this point, a compliment from Scott means absolutely nothing to Kourtney.”
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— Alyssa Norwin, reporting by Suzy McCoppin