The ‘Chris Tells All’ special on Feb. 15 revealed a ton of secrets — but one of the most emotional was Andi Dorfman, sitting down for the first time, revealing what went wrong with Josh Murray.
Hope you had your tissues ready. During The Bachelor: Chris Tells All, Chris Harrison sat down with Andi Dorfman for the first time since her break up from Josh Murray. Of course we were all wondering what happened since they announced their split on Jan. 8 — just three days after seeing them all over each other together at the premiere of Chris Soules‘ season.
Andi Dorfman Hearbroken Over Josh Murray: First Interview
“It’s been a tough month, I guess you could say,” Andi told Chris Harrison in the sit down, and you could tell she was extremely emotional.
The first thing that Chris asked about was how long they had been having issues, since they were all over each other three days before at the live Bachelor premiere event.
“Obviously, to make the decision to end an engagement doesn’t happen overnight. It wasn’t a one night thing. We had definitely been struggling,” she added. And that came to a head at the Bachelor event. “Hearing people ask about wedding dates, we had to ask ourselves, ‘Why aren’t we planning a wedding?’ That trip was very eye opening.”
Andi also revealed that the split was a mutual decision and was part because they were so similar. However, she also couldn’t stop crying, and explained that she didn’t think she found the one on The Bachelorette, she knew.
“It’s almost hard to even talk about it,” she said. “I can envision sitting on his lap and kissing him and people were almost sickened by how in love we were. I was finally that person that people looked at and said, ‘Look how in love they are, Look how great they are!'”
Andi Feels Like She Failed After Josh Murray Split
“Both of us (fought for it). We loved each other. Knowing what we felt for one another probably makes it that much harder, not being together now,” she admitted. “I mean it’s all sad. I think that’s the overwhelming feeling for me, is just sad.”
As for her current feelings for Josh, Andi said that she would “always love him” and does hope that they can have a friendship with him eventually.
“I’ll always love him. I never loved anyone like that in my life,” she tearfully said. “That was my first true love, without a doubt, and my first heart break. I’m heartbroken. I know this is the biggest failure of my life so far. I understand that. I know that. It feels like that for me. I feel bad. I feel like I disappointed people. It breaks my heart to know that people rooted for us. I feel bad that it didn’t work out. Even though it’s hard and I sit here and cry, I am truly grateful. My life changed forever. I feel grateful to be a part of everything.”
Well we’re grateful for her honesty — it proves she’s real!
What did you think of the Chris Tells All special? Are you surprised by Andi’s tearful confession? Do you think they could ever get back together? Let us know.
— Emily Longeretta