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		<title>Jaycee Dugard&#039;s Captors Caught On Camera Abusing 20 OTHER Young Girls!</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 03 Aug 2011 14:12:24 +0000</pubDate>
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<h3>The Garridos made a string of chilling tapes showing them luring young girls into a van and forcing them to stretch and do the splits. So disturbing.</h3>
<p><strong>Nancy Garrido</strong> admitted to authorities that she made up to 20 videos to satisfy her husband <strong>Phillip</strong>&#8216;s sick sexual desires, before AND after <strong>Jaycee</strong> <strong>Dugard</strong> was kidnapped in 1991!<span id="more-608891"></span></p>
<p>Excerpts of the tapes have been released by the El Dorado, California District Attorney, along with a 162-page report that highlights how the authorities failed Jaycee and <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/13/jaycee-dugard-nancy-garrido/" target="_blank">the Garridos&#8217;</a> other victims by not stopping them sooner.</p>
<p>In one tape, dated 1993, Nancy Garrido is shown leading a young girl into a van and asking her to do the splits. She is heard encouraging <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/13/jaycee-dugard-nancy-garrido/" target="_blank">the girl</a>, saying, &#8220;<span>That&#8217;s it. Can you go all the way down? Let me see, I  bet you can go down really easy.&#8221;</span></p>
<p>The dossier of information also shows how <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/13/jaycee-dugard-nancy-garrido/" target="_blank">Phillip Garrido</a> was allowed to harass <strong>Katie Calloway-Hall</strong>, who he&#8217;d been jailed for raping in 1976, and then go on to capture Jaycee Dugard and keep her hostage in his home for EIGHTEEN years, despite repeated visits to the house by parole officers.</p>
<p>The Garridos were eventually caught and are now serving a <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/12/jaycee-dugard-mom-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">combined 467 years</a> in prison for their crimes &#8212; but District Attorney <strong>Vern Pierson</strong> is deeply ashamed of the way they were able to evade law enforcement for so long.</p>
<p>He writes in his report, <span>‘The criminal <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/12/jaycee-dugard-mom-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">justice system failed</a> Jaycee  Lee Dugard, it failed Katie  Callaway-Hall, and assuredly failed many of  the other countless unknown  victims of Phillip Garrido. The failure  and  inadequacies of the psychiatric profession were highlighted by  Phillip  Garrido and his manipulation of them to his advantage.&#8221;</span></p>
<p><span>Let&#8217;s hope this is NEVER able to happen again.</span></p>
<h3><span>&#8211; Ian Garland<br />
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		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Jul 2011 20:50:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[In her book &#8216;A Stolen Life,&#8217; Jaycee opens up about the moment she met kidnapper Phillip Garrido&#8217;s wife Nancy, whose jealous fits and mental instability were no better than her husband&#8217;s sexual abuse.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605688&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h3>In her book &#8216;A Stolen Life,&#8217; Jaycee opens up about the moment she met kidnapper Phillip Garrido&#8217;s wife Nancy, whose jealous fits and mental instability were no better than her husband&#8217;s sexual abuse.</h3>
<p>&#8220;Phillip is at <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">the door</a>. When he comes in, he says he has someone that wants to meet me,&#8221; <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">Jaycee Dugard</a> describes in her new book, <em>A Stolen Life</em>, of the moment she first met her second captor, <strong>Nancy Garrido</strong>. Both Nancy and <strong>Phillip</strong> are to blame for destroying Jaycee&#8217;s life, keeping her as a hostage and sex slave for 18 years. But sadly, Jaycee finds comfort with Nancy, the woman whose jealousy of an 11-year-old girl feeds into her husband&#8217;s disturbing and evil mind.<span id="more-605688"></span></p>
<p>&#8220;Phillip introduces her as Nancy, his wife,&#8221; Jaycee continues. &#8220;Phillip wants us to be <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">good friends</a>. He tells me Nancy will bring me dinner from now on.&#8221;</p>
<p>But dinner isn&#8217;t the only thing Nancy begins to bring Jaycee. She gifts the innocent 11-year-old with <em>Disney </em>and <em>Highlights</em> magazines, stuffed animals, cats, a Nintendo gaming system and even gives her a Birthday Barbie for her twelfth birthday.</p>
<p>And although this sounds better than Phillip&#8217;s sexual obsessions and &#8220;<a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/12/jaycee-dugard-a-stolen-life-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">runs</a>,&#8221; Nancy&#8217;s gifting would never cover up her intense mental instabilities.</p>
<p>&#8220;Phillip tells me that Nancy is just a little jealous of me but that she will come around to liking me in time if I am good and make and effort to encourage her to like me,&#8221; Jaycee writes. &#8220;&#8230;I figure she must be jealous because he is using me for sex instead of her.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;While Phillip was <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">talking to me</a> about Nancy, he says she doesn&#8217;t really like sex and that I am helping her out, too. I really hate it and wish I didn&#8217;t have to. I don&#8217;t understand why I have to help her.&#8221;</p>
<p>Phillip tried to convince his wife to join in on the &#8220;runs&#8221; and join in on the &#8220;party&#8221; with him and Jaycee, but Nancy never wanted to. But then why did she keep Jaycee locked up for all those years if she knew what her husband was doing was wrong?</p>
<p>&#8220;Nancy would always bring me something new when she came to check on me, like a new book or new crayons. This made me think she was really starting to like me,&#8221; Jaycee says. &#8220;I thought she was so nice to take the time to <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">come and see me</a> even though she said it was hard for her.&#8221;</p>
<p>Jaycee admitted that she sort of liked Nancy, but &#8220;it was a relief for me to not have to endure her moods and jealousy she harbored,&#8221; when she didn&#8217;t show up for a visit.</p>
<p>As Jaycee concludes in her chapter on Mrs. Garrido, &#8220;She did have several opportunities to let me go, and I might never know why she chose not to.&#8221;</p>
<p>What are your feelings about Jaycee&#8217;s description of Nancy?</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[In her new memoir, &#8216;A Stolen Life,&#8217; which hit book stores today, July 12, Jaycee opens up about kidnapper Phillip Garrido&#8217;s &#8216;runs,&#8217; which she describes as &#8216;the most horrible moments of my life.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605498&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h3>In her new memoir, &#8216;A Stolen Life,&#8217; which hit book stores today, July 12, Jaycee opens up about kidnapper Phillip Garrido&#8217;s &#8216;runs,&#8217; which she describes as &#8216;the most horrible moments of my life.&#8217;</h3>
</p><p>After watching <strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong>&#8216;s <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/">interview with</a> <strong>Diane Sawyer</strong>, we learned what these &#8220;runs&#8221; or &#8220;long days of sex&#8221; consisted of &#8212; <strong>Phillip Garrido</strong> would get high on meth and dress Jaycee up in absurd outfits for hours, switching and contorting her body into &#8220;perfect positions,&#8221; while making her listen to the voices coming from the wall. In her new book <em><a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">A Stolen Life</a></em>, out today, Jaycee goes much more in-depth into these drug-induced and terrifying moments of her captivity.<span id="more-605498"></span></p>
<p>&#8220;The &#8216;runs&#8217; were some of the most <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">horrible moments</a> of my life,&#8221; Jaycee writes in the book. &#8220;I can&#8217;t think of a good moment even when a &#8216;run&#8217; was over. I always knew there&#8217;d be a next time. I could see no end in sight.&#8221;</p>
<p>Jaycee <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">describes</a> the moments vividly, saying Phillip would make her wear makeup and dress her in &#8220;tight clothes,&#8221; which had &#8220;holes in weird places.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;He tells me to lay on the bed in a certain way and then he gets <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/06/jaycee-dugard-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">undressed</a>. He has a little bag of white powder. I&#8217;m not sure what it is. Maybe that&#8217;s the crank he talked about&#8230; He asks if I want some and I say no. He says it helps him stay up, he calls it speed or crank.&#8221;</p>
<p>Jaycee writes that Phillip told her he had a <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/06/03/jaycee-dugard-sentence-phillip-garrido-taser-escape/" target="_blank">sex problem</a> and that she was helping to cure him, &#8220;so he wouldn&#8217;t have to bother anyone else.&#8221; She believed him. He told her he would teach her how to be the best &#8220;sex slave&#8221; ever. Just heartbreaking.</p>
<p>He would tie her up in certain positions &#8220;by those eye hooks on the wall&#8221; and then lift her legs &#8220;with straps in <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/05/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapped-tv-first-interview-katie-couric-philip-garrido/" target="_blank">different positions</a>.&#8221; She describes one horrendous moment:</p>
<p>&#8220;One night he had been working on the <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/12/jaycee-dugard-mom-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">position</a>, trying to get it right for hours and realized he needed to go pick up Nancy from the nightshift where she worked a convalescent home. He said he was just going to leave me <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/11/jaycee-dugard-children/" target="_blank">tied up</a> because it was the perfect position. He was gone for a while. My legs were in such an awkward position, I got leg cramps and the straps hurt my ankles. I was relieved when he got back, I wanted to get it over with so I could be done and go to bed.&#8221;</p>
<p>Can you imagine <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">anything worse</a> than what Jaycee lived through, HollyMoms? It&#8217;s hard to believe that someone who faced terrifying experiences like these turned out to be such an amazing and <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapping-interview-clip-video/" target="_blank">strong woman</a>.</p>
<h3>&#8211;Leigh Blickley</h3>
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		<title>Jaycee Dugard&#039;s Mom Wants The Garridos DEAD, Saying: &#039;Jail&#039;s Not Enough!&#039;</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 12 Jul 2011 14:57:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Jaycee refuses to dwell on the hell the couple subjected her to as their hostage and sex slave for 18 long years &#8212; but her mom Terry insists &#8216;I have enough hate for the both of us.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605413&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h3>Jaycee refuses to dwell on the hell the couple subjected her to as their hostage and sex slave for 18 long years &#8212; but her mom Terry insists &#8216;I have enough hate for the both of us.&#8217;</h3>
<p><strong>Phillip</strong> and <strong>Nancy Garrido</strong> are serving combined sentences of 431 years behind bars for their crimes against <strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong>, but it&#8217;s not enough for her mom <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/"><strong>Terry Probyn</strong></a>, who won&#8217;t rest until they are dead!<span id="more-605413"></span></p>
<p>&#8220;The 18 years that I lost with her, the  crap she went through, nobody can put a price on that,&#8221; Terry <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">tells <strong>Diane Sawyer</strong></a> on Jaycee&#8217;s <a href="http://abcnews.go.com/US/jaycee_dugard/jaycee-dugard-interview-diane-sawyer-future-surviving-philip/story?id=14040269" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"><em>ABC special.</em></a></p>
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<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not good  enough that the <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">Garridos</a> are behind bars and will never see the light of  day again. It&#8217;s not good enough to tell me that a change is coming. The  battles just begun.&#8221;</p>
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<p>Amazingly Jaycee herself refuses to hate her captors, telling Sawyer, “I  don’t feel like I have this rage inside of me that’s building. I refuse to let him (Phillip) have that. He can’t have  me. It would mean like he won.”</p>
<p>But her mom insists, “I  have more hate in my heart for both of us. He stole her from me. He ripped out a piece of my heart. He stole  my baby. He stole her childhood. Your adolescence and prom and high  school pictures and memories.”</p>
<p>It&#8217;s such an emotional story, HollyMoms. How would you feel if it was your child? Could you forgive?</p>
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<h3>&#8211; Ian Garland</h3>
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		<title>Do You Think It&#039;s Wrong That Jaycee Dugard&#039;s Daughters Refer To Her Kidnapper Phillip Garrido As &#039;Dad?&#039;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 11 Jul 2011 23:00:58 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Even though Phillip Garrido fathered Jaycee&#8217;s two (now teenaged) daughters by sexually abusing her, she still lets him keep his status as their &#8216;dad.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605368&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3><a href="http://www-hollybaby-com.vimg.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/071111_1jaycee_garrido110711215349.jpg" rel="nofollow"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-266923" title="071111_1jaycee_garrido" src="http://www-hollybaby-com.vimg.net/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/071111_1jaycee_garrido110711215349.jpg" alt="" width="544" height="602" /></a>Even though Phillip Garrido fathered Jaycee&#8217;s two (now teenaged) daughters by sexually abusing her, she still lets him keep his status as their &#8216;dad.&#8217; Is she completely wrong in doing so or is she doing the right thing?</h3>
<p>In her first interview since she was rescued in 2009, <strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong>, now 31, opened up about her 18 years as <strong>Phillip Garrido</strong>‘s victim and sex slave, and the <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/11/jaycee-dugard-children/" target="_blank">complicated relationship</a> her daughters<strong> Starlite</strong>, 16 and <strong>Angel</strong>, 13, share with their evil father. They call him &#8216;Dad!&#8217; Is that wrong?<span id="more-605368"></span></p>
<p>When <strong>Diane Sawyer</strong> <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">questioned</a> why she Jaycee called Garrido the kids’ dad on the July 10 ABC special — Jaycee replies, “He is who he is.”</p>
<p>“Their dad did strange things and they knew it, Jaycee <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">tells Diane Sawyer</a>. “They lived like that for so long that I don’t really think that that was that big of a shock to them. Because they knew their dad.”</p>
<p>But what do you think, HollyMoms? If you were in Jaycee&#8217;s shoes, would you allow the man that kidnapped, raped and held you hostage for 18 years to be considered your childrens&#8217; father? Share your thoughts.<br />
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		<title>Jaycee Dugard&#039;s Children Call Evil Phillip Garrido &#039;Dad!&#039;</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Brave kidnap victim Jaycee refuses to deny Garrido his status as &#8216;dad&#8217; to her two teenage daughters, even though he fathered them by repeatedly raping her.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605271&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h3>Brave kidnap victim Jaycee refuses to deny Garrido his status as &#8216;dad&#8217; to her two teenage daughters, even though he fathered them by repeatedly raping her.</h3>
<p>In her first interview since her release in 2009, <strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong>, now 31, opens up about her 18 years as <strong>Phillip Garrido</strong>&#8216;s hostage and sex slave, and the complicated relationship her daughters <strong>Starlite</strong>, 16 and <strong>Angel</strong>, 13, share with their evil father.<span id="more-605271"></span></p>
<p>&#8220;Their dad did strange things and they knew it, Jaycee tells <strong>Diane Sawyer </strong>on <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">the ABC special</a>. &#8220;They lived like  that for so long that I don&#8217;t really think that that was that big of a  shock to them. Because they knew their dad.&#8221;</p>
<p>When Sawyer <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-diane-sawyer-interview-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">questions</a> why she called Garrido the kids&#8217; dad &#8212; Jaycee replies, &#8220;He is who he is.&#8221;</p>
<p>Can you believe <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapping-interview-clip-video/" target="_blank">how strong she is</a>?</p>
<p>Jaycee goes on to reveal that she DOESN&#8217;T see Garrido&#8217;s features in <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapping-interview-clip-video/" target="_blank">their daughters</a> &#8212; clearly a blessing as the trio try to rebuild their lives.</p>
<p>&#8220;Surprisingly, I don&#8217;t see it in them,&#8221; she admits. &#8220;I see my mom. I see me. I don&#8217;t see him.&#8221;</p>
<p>Jaycee&#8217;s <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">mom <strong>Terry Probyn</strong></a><strong> </strong>agrees, &#8220;I don&#8217;t see him in my granddaughters, no. It is not there. They are  who they are and they are so beautiful and I&#8217;m very proud to be <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">a Grandma</a>. I love those girls with all my heart.&#8221;</p>
<p>Garrido and his wife Nancy are serving combined sentences of 431 years in prison for their crimes against Jaycee.</p>
<p>The couple has has no contact with Jaycee&#8217;s children since their arrest, despite Nancy&#8217;s requests for the trio to visit her in prison!</p>
<p>Did YOU watch the show, HollyMoms? What did you think of Jaycee&#8217;s story?</p>
<h3>&#8211; Ian Garland</h3>
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		<description><![CDATA[My babies saved my life Jaycee Dugard revealed in a two-hour special last night, July 10, in an ABC interview with Diane Sawyer, as she talked about her life as a sexually abused prisoner.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=hollywoodlife.com&#038;blog=31106563&#038;post=605168&#038;subd=pmchollywoodlife&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<h3>My babies saved my life Jaycee Dugard revealed in a two-hour special last night, July 10, in an ABC interview with Diane Sawyer, as she talked about her life as a sexually abused prisoner. Here, are the details.</h3>
<p><a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/huff-wires/20110707/us-jaycee-dugard-memoir/" target="_blank" rel="nofollow"><strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong> </a>opened up for the first time tonight, July 10, about her harrowing story with <em>ABC News</em> correspondent <strong>Diane Sawyer</strong>, discussing the moment she was kidnapped by sex offender <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/06/03/jaycee-dugard-sentence-phillip-garrido-taser-escape/" target="_blank"><strong>Phillip Garrido</strong> </a>and his wife <strong>Nancy</strong> at age 11, the happiness that came after the &#8220;painful&#8221; delivery of her first daughter and the reunion with her mother, <strong>Terry Probyn</strong>, that she waited and prayed for for 18 years. <span id="more-605168"></span></p>
<p>&#8220;She said she&#8217;d give me a kiss goodbye and she didn&#8217;t,&#8221; Jaycee, now 31, <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/06/jaycee-dugard-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">tells Diane Sawyer </a>of her mother the day she was kidnapped in 1991. &#8220;I wasn’t mad I just said I&#8217;d catch her when I got home. Tell her &#8216;you got to give me a kiss next time.&#8217;&#8221; But Jaycee never got her kiss goodbye.</p>
<p>11-year-old Jaycee was walking her usual route up a hill near her <a title="South Lake Tahoe, California" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/South_Lake_Tahoe,_California" rel="nofollow">South Lake Tahoe, California</a> home to the school bus when her &#8220;world changed in an instant.&#8221; Phillip Garrido, 40, and his wife Nancy pulled up alongside her in their car, paralyzed her with a stun gun and took her to their California residence, two hours from her home, where she would remain in <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/06/jaycee-dugard-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">captivity for 18 years</a>. The last thing she remembers? The prickly feeling of a pine cone, which she now wears on a necklace: “It&#8217;s a symbol of hope, new beginnings and that there is life after something tragic.”</p>
<p>But it&#8217;s hard to believe Jaycee is so optimistic about life after living through one of <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapping-interview-clip-video/" target="_blank">the most terrifying ordeals </a>imaginable. Starting at the age of 11, Jaycee was raped repeatedly, in a sound proof shed in the Garrido&#8217;s backyard, where she was handcuffed and locked in night after night.</p>
<p>&#8220;I was so lonely, I felt so alone,&#8221; she tells Diane, adding that she use to stare at the moonlight because it reminded her of her mom, who was desperately searching for her.</p>
<p>And it wasn&#8217;t until she learned she was pregnant at the age of 13 that Jaycee finally felt like she was wanted and needed. The baby growing inside her would be the lifeline she craved for years.</p>
<p>On August 18, 1994, Jaycee <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapping-interview-clip-video/" target="_blank">gave birth to her first daughter </a>in the backyard after almost 24 hours of &#8220;painful&#8221; labor, which she faced alone at the age of 14. After watching birthing videos, Phillip delivered the baby, using his hand to unwrap the umbilical cord that was wrapped around her neck. &#8220;She came out and then I saw her,” Jaycee recalls. “She was beautiful. I felt like I wasn’t alone anymore. I had somebody that was mine. I wasn’t alone. And I knew I could never let anything happen to her. And I didn’t know how I was going to do that, but I did.”</p>
<p>Three years later, she “would have a second little person to love and to love me,” all the while convincing herself that her own mother was “better without me.”<br />
Phillip stopped sexually abusing Jaycee after her daughters were born and moved her out of the shed into her own tent outside, where she got to look up at the sky once again. She taught her girls math, social studies, English and history in the yard, thanks to some books and a T.V. set that she was allowed to watch.</p>
<p>And although Phillip began to take the three girls out in public, the cops never found her, neither did the parole officers, who visited the mentally unstable, sex offender 60 times.</p>
<p>So why didn’t she try to escape – take the girls and run?</p>
<p>“It wasn’t something I felt I could do… because the situation felt like it wasn’t an option,” Jaycee explains to <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/06/diane-sawyer-the-view-jaycee-dugard/" target="_blank">Diane Sawyer</a>. “I don’t know how else to explain it there was no leaving. The mind manipulation plus the physical abuse I suffered in the beginning, there was no leaving. Maybe if one of the girls was being hurt… [But] they were safe. I was being told that the outside world was dangerous. I couldn’t protect them out there. The unknown that was out there was terrifying, especially when I was thinking about the girls.”</p>
<p>At this point she was in her 20s, and was still hanging on to the <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">thought of her mother </a>and younger sister<strong> Shana</strong> at home. On her list of things she wanted most in life that she scribbled down in her journal were “to see my mom, and ride in a hot air balloon.”</p>
<p>And that fateful day when she would <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/06/jaycee-dugard-phillip-garrido/" target="_blank">finally be reunited </a>with her mother came in August 2009 after two female campus officers spotted a bizarre Garrido with Jaycee’s daughters at the UC Berkeley campus. Noticing how odd it was that these two young girls were with him, looking miserable, they researched him, discovered his past and ended up rescuing Jaycee and her girls after years in captivity.</p>
<p>“For some reason I looked up and the moon was just bright and beautiful,” Jaycee says of the night the police women reacted to Phillip’s behavior. And Jaycee’s mom Terry agrees: “I remember looking up at the moon saying, &#8216;Ok, ‘Jayce,’ where are you? Where the Hell are you?’”</p>
<p>After she was rescued, a nervous Jaycee was told she <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/07/07/jaycee-dugard-mother-terry-probyn/" target="_blank">could see her mom</a>. “I remember saying &#8216;No, your joking. Don’t do this to me, you’re joking,’” Terry explains, while sitting with her daughter, now 31-years-old. “I remember telling you I’m coming baby, I’m coming.”</p>
<p>“And I remember telling her I had babies,” Jaycee says of her daughters, who were 15 and 11 when they were released. “I thought, ‘Babies?’ I can deal with that,” Terry adds.</p>
<p>“I don’t feel like I have this rage inside of me that’s building,” Jaycee concludes with. “I refuse to let him [Phillip] have that. He can’t have me. It would mean like he won.”</p>
<p>“I have more hate in my heart for both of us,” a still heartbroken Terry adds. “He stole her from me. He ripped out a piece of my heart. He stole my baby. He stole her childhood. Your adolescence and prom and high school pictures and memories.”</p>
<p>“But he didn’t get all of me,” Jaycee reassures her mother. “No, he didn’t,” Terry agrees.</p>
<h3>&#8211;Leigh Blickley</h3>
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		<title>Why Jaycee Dugard Was Terrified To Meet Her Mom After Her Rescue!</title>
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<h3>After 18 years of living like a recluse in her captor&#8217;s backyard, Jaycee was apprehensive about seeing her mother again!</h3>
<p>Despite the physical and <a href="Jaycee Dugard’s Captors Used A Stun Gun To Keep Her From Escaping! New Details" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">emotional abuse</a> that <strong>Jaycee Dugard</strong> suffered at the hands of <strong>Phillip Garrido</strong> and his wife <strong>Nancy</strong>, she felt nervous and guilty before reuniting with her mother.<span id="more-604804"></span></p>
<p>Phillip was asked to bring his whole family to the police station for questioning on Aug. 25, 2009 after being recognized as a <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/06/02/jaycee-dugard-phillip-garrido-nancy-life-sentence-kidnap-rape-trial/" target="_blank">sex offender</a>, and that was when everything changed for Jaycee!</p>
<p>She finally admitted her real identity and was able to call her mom, <strong>Terry Probyn</strong>, who screamed &#8220;My daughter has been found!&#8221; over and over.</p>
<p>Jaycee writes, &#8220;I was nervous about the reunion the next day with my mom and sister. What if my mom doesn&#8217;t accept <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/05/10/jaycee-dugard-kidnapped-tv-first-interview-katie-couric-philip-garrido/" target="_blank">the girls</a>? What if my mom hates me? Could I have tried harder to leave?&#8230;Guilty feelings regarding Phillip and Nancy tried to implant themselves in my head. My world had been turned upside down.&#8221;</p>
<p>It&#8217;s completely understandable that Jaycee was anxious &#8212; Her entire life was about to change! The good news is that she and her daughters, who are now 16 and 13 years old, are adjusting well and going through &#8220;reunification therapy&#8221; to <a href="http://www.hollywoodlife.com/2011/05/09/jaycee-dugard-kidnap-tell-all-book-a-stolen-life/" target="_blank">help them cope</a> with their new lives.</p>
<p>And, of course, her mother is so happy to have her back!</p>
<h3>&#8211;Brooke Peoples</h3>
<p><strong>STRONG TEXT HERE</strong></p>
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