Jim Carrey’s late girlfriend, Cathriona White, allegedly wrote several suicide notes during their three-year relationship, indicating she may have had thoughts of killing herself more than once. In multiple notes, Cathriona blamed Jim for allegedly destroying her health by giving her STDs. It’s heartbreaking to read.
Cathriona White committed suicide via overdose in September 2015, leaving boyfriend Jim Carrey completely distraught. One year after her death, Jim has been accused of wrongful death by both Cathriona’s estranged husband, and by her mother, who alleged that Jim gave her daughter sexually transmitted diseases.
Several suicide notes written by Cathriona, obtained by TMZ, blamed Jim for a myriad of problems, including giving her STDs. The first note was written in 2012, two months after the couple got together, and one month after her father died. She penned a suicide note again in May 2013, angry at Jim again because they broke up. From the 2013 note:
“I want you (redacted) to get together and release to the press about all the physical abuse, mental abuse and diseases that Jim gave me. Unfortunately I don’t have the words to put to paper I am too numb. But the world needs to know so he can learn from this.
“…Jim you ruined my life. And even after doing so you added insult upon insult upon insult on top. Instead of being a man taking responsibility and apologizing. Do you have any idea of the stigma that a young girl like me would have to live with after all the diseases you gave me. What kid of person would want to marry and love someone now tainted like me. You doomed me to live a life alone the one thing in the whole world I was always afraid of.
“…The world needs to know how you ruined me. Jim Carrey my blood is on your hands. And I hope you learn that you are not god. You are not above taking consequences for your actions…you destroyed my body. Which in turn destroyed my mind and my self worth. My life meant nothing to you, let me death mean something.”
Cathriona and Jim got back together 18 months after their 2013 breakup, and all was well. Just nine days before her fatal overdose in September 2015, Cathriona and Jim were spotted having a romantic dinner date in Malibu. She left another suicide note, but this one mentioned nothing sinister on Jim’s part. Instead, it spoke of her love for her boyfriend, called him her “family,” and asked that he be put in charge of her funeral arrangements.
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