Chris Brown is speaking out like never before in his new documentary, ‘Welcome To My Life,’ and he wants the world to know that after he assaulted Rihanna in 2009, he couldn’t eat, sleep and thought about killing himself.
Chris Brown, 26, wants the world to know that he’ll never forget he did to Rihanna. The singer opens up in a sneak peak trailer for his upcoming documentary Welcome To My Life and says that his life forever changed after the assault and he says he felt like a “monster” and he wanted to end his life. Chris says he went from being “on top of the world” in a relationship with a woman he loved, to being one of the most hated men in America, and he didn’t think he could continue his life.
“I felt like a f***ing monster,” Chris says. “I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t eating. I just was getting high. I went from being on top of the world, number one songs, being kind of like America’s sweetheart, to being public enemy number one.” Chris’ mom, Joyce Hawkins is then shown in the three-minute trailer and she says, “That was the worst day of my life and probably his life. I felt like I was going to lose my child.” Usher, who is featured in the documentary says, “If you truly love Chris Brown then you felt everything that has gone on with him.” Wow, this is intense and we’re so glad that Chris is talking about what he went through and how awful he felt about what he had done. If you didn’t think you could ever forgive Chris for what he did to Rihanna, you might have a change of heart now.
But just before the clip cuts to black he says: “If there was ever a doubt in your mind that Chris Brown was done, he was finished? I wouldn’t bet on it.” It’s great to see that he’s still remorseful and that not a day goes by that he doesn’t think about what happened.
HollywoodLifers, are you surprised Chris considered taking his own life after the assault?