Chris Brown is always so confident — even when he’s getting into trouble. While it seems like nothing bothers him, Breezy confessed in an emotional post that sometimes, he’s hated the man he sees in the mirror!
Wow. Chris Brown got deep! The 26 year-old singer took a moment to reflect on his life, with all the good and bad things in it. In a very personal post, Breezy admitted that he hasn’t always liked the kind of man he is. Plus, he detailed how he’s going to change his ways!
Chris Brown’s Confession: He ‘Hated’ His ‘Angry’ And ‘Controlling’ Ways
Breezy uploaded his confession on May 28 to his Instagram account, along with a photo of him kicking back on a beachside patio. In the lengthy caption, Chris talked a lot about his past actions, even admitting how acting “angry” and “controlling” have brought him nothing but pain.
“I always thought I knew the concept of love,” Chris started. “Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings.”
“I can’t speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see.”
That’s a very mature thing for Chris to say! It’s true that his life has been full reasons why he would hate himself – from his jail time, to the number of break-ups to all the other instances he’s ended up in trouble.
Chris went on to talk more about how he gets caught up in the “negativity” of the world — like his quick beef with Tyson Beckford — before admitting that he sees the good in people. He even said he loves others more than himself at times!
Breezy ended his post by waving a white flag, “surrender[ing] to life and all its blessings.” Going forward, Chris refuses “to be petty and attention seeking.”
I'm Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black "nigga" in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed
Hopefully, he sticks to this and it helps Chris find happiness!
If there’s anything that helped Chris change his ways, it might be the birth of his daughter, Royalty. Though Chris wasn’t on hand to personally celebrate Royalty turning 1 year-old on May 27, she clearly was on his mind. He uploaded a picture of her big day and his cute little girl posed while completely covered in cake!
Do you think that Chris is a changed man, HollywoodLifers?
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