Khloe Kardashian, you are clearly a torn woman. As the clock ticks towards 2015, you have yet to sign off on your divorce, and your bittersweet Instagram messages can only be about Lamar. Khloe, you know you need to make up your mind.
Khloe Kardashian’s Decision On Lamar Odom: Either Divorce Him Or Reconcile
The papers are still sitting in the Los Angeles County Courthouse, but you don’t appear to be mentally close to ending your status as Mrs. Lamar Odom.
You still love Lamar, multiple sources have told HollywoodLife.com, and that explains why you’ve been posting Instagrams like this one that went up on Dec. 2:
“The saddest word in the whole wide world, is the word almost….she almost waited, he almost lived, they almost made it.”
That’s so heart-rending. You can’t stop reflecting on how you and your “Lam Lam” almost made it.
Then there was your Instagram post over Thanksgiving weekend: “you are the person I’ll never stop looking for in a crowded place”.
The bottom line is that you are still not over Lamar, your husband of five years.
“She misses him, especially now in December, with all of the holidays that are here,” a source close to you has told HollywoodLife.com exclusively.
And even virtually a year after you filed for divorce, part of you is “still with him” and you’re not sure if you’ll “ever be completely over him,” our source explained.
Khloe Kardashian: It’s Decision Time
That’s why you are going back and forth in your mind about whether to divorce Lamar, the source added. But you also “just can’t pull the trigger on being back with him — yet.”
Yes, Khloe, you are in “emotional turmoil” over Lamar, and you have been for two years now. But you just can’t keep going on like this.
You need to make a decision — either cut the cord and sign those divorce papers or work with Lamar on putting your marriage back together. You can’t keep yourself, Lamar and even French Montana in relationship purgatory.
You still love Lamar, we hear repeatedly at HollywoodLife.com, AND he still loves you, AND you are very fond of French Montana, AND he’s crazy about you.
You are in the midst of quite a love quadrangle. French is so into you that a source close to him has told us that he’s even ready to propose.
“French trusts Khloe, she’s the kind of woman who will be there to take care of a man when he’s 80,” a source told HollywoodLife.com.
Nevertheless, despite French’s respect for you, you don’t yet have the feelings for him that you had for Lamar. “With Lamar, she literally ripped her heart out,” another source explained.
Well, Khloe, are you ready to try once more with the man you married, who you still believe is the love of your life?
Or, can you bring yourself to finally put him in your past and truly move on with your life?
The one year anniversary of your divorce filing is a milestone you can’t ignore. It’s decision time, Khloe — do it!
Do you agree, HollywoodLifers — is it time for Khloe to either divorce Lamar or get back together? Let me know.
— Bonnie Fuller