Khloe has been struggling to find happiness ever since her painful split from Lamar but even now, nearly one year after she filed for divorce, she’s still in a state of ’emotional turmoil,’ a source tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. So sad!
Khloe Kardashian After Lamar Odom Split: She’s In ‘Emotional Turmoil’ Without Him
Khloe is thrilled about the positive changes Lamar has been making in his life, but now the Keeping Up with the Kardashians star feels seriously conflicted about whether to move forward with their divorce!
“She knows Lamar is doing better. He’s healthy. The man even played again briefly in the NBA. He’s been making efforts and and striving to be a better person. She sees that,” a source tells HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY. “She loves and admires that but just can’t pull the trigger on being back with him — yet. She’s happy but she’s in emotional turmoil.”
“It also doesn’t help that everyone else around her is happy — genuinely happy and in love and in committed, monogamous relationships,” our source adds. “It’s crushing to her but she’s dealing.”
Of course, Khloe has moved on to a certain extent with French Montana, but our source says she’ll never feel the same way about the rapper that she felt — and still feels — about Lamar.
“French can’t be Lamar and Lamar can’t be French. The dynamic she has with each one is completely different. She doesn’t expect anything real from French,” our source reveals. “But with Lamar, she literally ripped out her heart, put it in his hand and told him to keep it alive and beating. He didn’t do that. That crushed her. Fact is, part of her is still with him and she’s not sure if she’ll ever be completely over him.”
Khloe Kardashian & Lamar Odom: Divorce Called Off — Report
Perhaps that’s why Khloe still hasn’t gone through with divorcing Lamar, despite the fact that she filed papers almost a year ago on Dec. 13, 2013.
Now a new report in Life & Style magazine claims that Khloe is having second thoughts and that even though the Superior Court of California County sent the former couple a notice as recently of Oct. 9, “alerting both Lamar and Khloe that their divorce is not complete,” she still “didn’t respond.”
So what do YOU think, HollywoodLifers? Should Khloe give her marriage with Lamar another chance? Share your thoughts in the comments section below!
— Tierney McAfee, Reporting by Eric Ray