The ‘Teen Mom’ star shockingly revealed for the first time that she now regrets making her ‘Backdoor Teen Mom’ sex tape, explaining that porn has ‘ruined’ her life and relationships.
Farrah Abraham officially declared that her sex tape “ruined” her life — a shocking statement after she has defended her Backdoor Teen Mom Vivid tape with porn star James Deen since it went public, calling it a “celebration” of her body and femininity. After confronting her past emotional issues on VH1’s show Couples Therapy, Farrah has changed her tune, and now claims she wants to show her daughter Sophia, 4, that she is worth more than her body.
Farrah Abraham Sex Tape Regret: ‘Backdoor Teen Mom’ Star Says Porn ‘Ruined’ Life
Farrah, 22, revealed that her sex tape completely changed the way she was able to form relationships with friends and family.
“It made it hard to have friends and a private life and to trust family, who I feel use me for money,” Farrah told In Touch Weekly. “If I went back in time, I would not have done it.”
Not only does Farrah regret her tape in hindsight, she clearly stated “the sex tape ruined my life.”
“Knowing my sex tape was out there for everyone in the world to see … was overwhelming,” Farrah told the mag, despite the fact she was the one to proudly sell her tape to Vivid Entertainment. “I wanted to hide my face and not go out or pick up my phone.”
Farrah Abraham: Therapy Proved I’m Worth More Than My Body
Farrah’s appearance on TV’s Couples Therapy may be a dramatic saga, but she has taken something important away from the experience. “Therapy helped me understand I can’t continue experiencing life [the way I have been], that I’m more special than sex tapes,” Farrah told In Touch of her change of heart. “Hearing others tell me my worth is [all based on] my body … I’m stronger than that.”
Farrah also sees that she needs to be a better role model for her daughter, Sophia. “If anything, now I can steer my daughter to a better future and away from the choices I’ve made,” Farrah revealed.
What do YOU think, HollyMoms? Are you shocked that Farrah admitted her sex tape was a bad idea?
— Kristine Hope Kowalski