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Kristen — you’ve already admitted that you loved and respected Rob in your public apology but it’s obvious in a newly released joint interview that you also were incredibly at ease with him — will you ever be able to find that again?

Kristen Stewart – it seems you belatedly have realized that the relationship you had with boyfriend Robert Pattinson was extremely special.

Since the discovery that you were cheating with your SWATH director, Rob ,who was blindsided , has refused to see you and sources have told HollywoodLife.com that you’re “emotionally drained” and so “devastated” and “depressed” right now that you had to drop out of your next big movie role, Cali.

I bet that one of the key things that you’ve realized is just how comfortable a relationship you had with Rob after being romantically involved for four years.

In a newly released interview in Entertainment Weekly magazine, the writer describes how you were curled up on a sofa next to Rob, with your shoes off. Kristen, you occasionally leaned over to Rob to nudge him when his attention waned or his answers meandered, according to the interviewer. That’s being at ease with Rob.

Plus, Robsten fans will not forget how adorable and in love the two of you appeared at Comic-Con this past July.

When the two of you shared a panel with Taylor Lautner, it seemed like you and Rob were in your own private world, with your poor pal and Breaking Dawn co-star Taylor looking like the third wheel.

Kristen, you leaned into Rob with your knees angled towards him as he spoke, and he watched you, completely mesmerized, when you spoke. The two of you appeared completely in love and totally comfortable. It was so sweet.

Then, when you joined another panel with Taylor and Twilight writer, Stephenie Meyer, Kristen, you finished Rob’s sentences before jokingly telling him to “shut the f**k up” and then saying, “I love you.” After that, Rob reportedly replied “same” and then reached and patted your leg affectionately.

You can’t just do that with any guy that you’re romantically involved with. That does take having a level of intimacy that you two had developed. Then there was the snuggling in the audience at Comic-Con while you two watched the new Breaking Dawn: Part 2 preview clip.

You and Rob had reached a level that some couples never get to. People have marriages (maybe not incredibly happy marriages, mind you) where they never appear that relaxed together.

Now we know Kristen after talking to psychologists, that it is very possible for you to have been deeply in love with Rob, and still have cheated. So it wasn’t that you didn’t enjoy being together, shopping at vintage clothing stores together, going on club dates together, sharing desserts at dinner together, walking Bear together — all the close and intimate things that a couple in love likes to do together.

For other reasons you feared commitment, the experts believe, and you ended up sabotaging your relationship with Rob.

But it’s such a shame Kristen. Because Rob was the kind of sweet, self-deprecating, and loving guy that you could truly be comfortable with.

Of all the things you gave up when you cheated on Rob, this may be the one you ultimately miss the most. You may love another man again, but will you ever be as comfortable with another guy as you were with Robert Pattinson?

What do you think Hollywoodlifers? Will she?

Bonnie Fuller

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