Matthew reveals his nightmares about his daughters’ last terrifying moments in the Christmas morning tragedy that claimed their lives.
After reading recent reports of the tragedy, Matthew, 47, “got taken to that night.”
“Just the thought that my girls might have suffered or panicked or were running around the house to get out…” he said in a PEOPLE interview.
Matthew continues to grieve for his three daughters, Lily, 9, and seven-year-old twins Sarah and Grace.
“If I don’t cry every day, the waves are bigger. If I cry every day, it is less dramatic,” he told the magazine. “I don’t think the loss is ever going away.”
The legacy of his three daughters lives on in Matthew’s LilySarahGrace fund that honors his daughters’ love for art. His charity has raised $530,000 and funded 400 arts projects in public schools.
Watch his ABC News interview below:
— Lorraine Chow
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