Matthew reveals his nightmares about his daughters’ last terrifying moments in the Christmas morning tragedy that claimed their lives.
In a new interview, Matthew Badger says he is haunted by the visions of his three daughters’ final moments in the Stamford, Connecticut home that went ablaze on Christmas morning six months ago.
After reading recent reports of the tragedy, Matthew, 47, “got taken to that night.”
“Just the thought that my girls might have suffered or panicked or were running around the house to get out…” he said in a PEOPLE interview.
Matthew continues to grieve for his three daughters, Lily, 9, and seven-year-old twins Sarah and Grace.
“If I don’t cry every day, the waves are bigger. If I cry every day, it is less dramatic,” he told the magazine. “I don’t think the loss is ever going away.”
The legacy of his three daughters lives on in Matthew’s LilySarahGrace fund that honors his daughters’ love for art. His charity has raised $530,000 and funded 400 arts projects in public schools.
Watch his ABC News interview below:
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mike
Posted at 10:17 AM on December 26, 2012
Nobody knows what you are going through but at least they are in a better place, away from this world and all it’s strife. In a way, they are the lucky ones. You will see them again but you must be patient…