Heidi Klum's Devastating First Words Post-Split: 'I Feel Like I'm In The Eye Of The Tornado'

In her first interview since the shocking collapse of her ‘fairytale’ marriage, the supermodel admits her split was like a ‘curve-ball’ that hit her in the head! Here’s more:

Unlike Seal — who just can’t seem to keep his mouth shut to the press — Heidi Klum has kept out of the public eye since her split with the British soul singer. But now, two months after the high-profile couple shocked the entertainment world with news of their separation, Heidi, 38, is opening up in the pages of Elle about how she’s coping with the end of her marriage.

“I feel like I’m in the eye of the tornado,” she tells the fashion mag. “It’s emotions inside of your body that are a tornado. And then the outside world doing all this craziness — with you wanting it or not wanting it — is another tornado. But as hard as it is, so is life. And sometimes I think a curveball just comes at you.”

Asked how she feels about Seal, 49, being so candid about their failed union, the Project Runway host says, “He’s a grown man. I can’t tell him what to do and what not to do.”

On thing Heidi makes clear is that she won’t play into the media game. “I don’t really want to get into any of that stuff,” she says. “With my life, my family, my business — I want to go forward. I feel like already there are so many things being said about us — about him, about me. People don’t need to know who did what.”

Heidi and Seal were married for almost seven years and have four children together: Leni, 7, Henry, 6, Johan, 5, and Lou, 2.

Keep staying strong for your kids, Heidi!