The singer suffered a miscarriage in 2008 and gave birth to a stillborn child last October, and she admits the past tragedies have left her a nervous wreck. She’s even worried her husband is going to drop dead!

Lily Allen is taking no chances when it comes to her pregnancy, getting weekly check-ups and resting to keep her unborn child safe — but she admits she’s struggling with anxiety attacks and can’t wait for her baby to be born healthy!

“After my… last baby, I’m being really closely monitored so I come to London every Thursday for a scan,” Lily tells the Evening Standard newspaper. “The doctor keeps telling me to take it easy…”

The self-confessed workaholic and control freak is even forcing herself to step back and take a break. She explains,”Instinctively I always want to be involved in everything. But with this pregnancy, especially with what happened last time, I’m getting to the point where I think, f*** everything. It’s the one time in my life I’m allowed to do nothing.”

And it’s not just her baby she worries about — she’s even scared she’s going to lose husband Sam Cooper!

Lily says, “I was terrified the other night in bed. I wake up a lot at the moment and at one point I touched Sam’s face and it was freezing cold. I was screaming. ‘Sam! Sam! Oh my God, my husband’s dead! I’ve sorted everything out and now it’s all over!’ He woke up and said, ‘All the windows are open.’”

Can you sympathize with Lily, HollyMoms?

– Ian Garland