'Teen Mom' Maci Admits: 'My Biggest Fear Is Losing Bentley!' Vote: Should She Get Custody Vs. Her Ex, Ryan?

Tue, September 28, 2010 3:22pm EST by 11 Comments

MTVBentley’s parents, Maci and Ryan, are still at odds! Which one of them deserves custody over their baby boy?

Despite having her new boyfriend Kyle and her 18-month-old baby Bentley by her side, Teen Mom star Maci tells RadarOnline.com she feels “alone” and misses her “freedom.” Life as a teen mom is hard enough, but Maci’s ongoing battle against Bentley’s dad Ryan adds an extra layer of stress to her already complicated life. She admits, “My biggest fear is losing Bentley,” and as long as Ryan continues to fight her for custody, it’s a very real possibility.

But there’s more to Maci’s life than just pressure and drama. She’s getting more out of her relationship with Bentley than she ever could have imagined:

“I never knew it was joyful,” she tells the site of life as a mom, adding that “waking up everyday to beautiful little boy who loves [her] more than anything” is the best part about having Bentley in her life.

She’s also learned three very important lessons from her experience: “Life has a meaning, love does exist, and mistakes can be reversed.”

But wait… there’s more! Maci also reveals baby Bentley’s first words: “Car, Bubba, rawr, booboo, bike, and of course momma.”

OK, so it’s pretty clear that Maci is crazy about her little boy. But should she have sole custody of him? Tell us what you think!