EXCLUSIVE! Lindsay Insider Reveals: She Didn’t Think A Line Of Coke Would Show Up, Didn't Take Rehab Seriously & Drops Friends Who Try To Help Her!

Tue, September 21, 2010 4:40pm EST by 18 Comments

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HollywoodLife.com spoke to a Lindsay Lohan insider, and the revelations are shocking: Lindsay never took her recent rehab stint seriously, she resumed partying after checking out, and she never thought a line of coke would show up in her drug test!

Here’s the inside scoop on Lindsay’s troubled life:
Lindsay Truly Is “Scared Out Of Her Mind” About Going To Jail This Time

“Everything’s caught up to her now,” says the source. “She’s scared out of her mind. She says she has regrets this time [about doing drugs while on probation]. I was shocked she actually said she did have regrets, but she’s finally met her match this time with the court system, because she’s not in control of the situation. She’s being treated like anyone else. I’m sure the judge will be hard on her.”

Lindsay “Didn’t Take Rehab Seriously”

“I visited Lindsay at UCLA [Neuropsychiatric Hospital], and she just didn’t take it seriously,” says the source. “She basically thought the treatment wasn’t as tough as she thought it would be. She was like, ‘whatever,’ about it. I asked her is she thought she had received enough care that [her drug addiction] wouldn’t be a problem when she left, I told her, ‘I just want to make sure you’ll be OK,’ and she was like, ‘I’ll be O.K.’ She swore to me at UCLA that she was ready for her new life, but I believe she said that because that’s what I wanted to hear

After Leaving Rehab Lindsay Resumed Partying

“After she got out, I started hearing things [about drug use.] She was having parties, and there was alcohol and stuff at her apartment.

Lindsay “Lives In A Fantasy Land,” Where She Didn’t Think A Line Of Coke Would Show Up

“She lives in this fantasy land, where she thinks, ‘A line of coke won’t show up in my system,’” says the source, adding that Lindsay could control herself, but doesn’t. “She has this sense of entitlement that rules don’t apply. I just don’t get it. It’s sad, more than anything else. She didn’t have to get high that night [that prompted the first failed drug test]. No one shoved coke up her nose. Anything could have been less worse than coke; even weed or taking a shot [of alcohol]. She had the world at her fingertips. It breaks my heart. When she went to jail, everyone was sort of hoping that was going to be it.”

The Amphetamine Adderall Isn’t The Culprit: Street Drugs and Alcohol Are

“I don’t quite get where this thing about the public thinking she’s like addicted to Adderall came from,” says the source of the prescription medication, which Lindsay supposedly takes for ADD, which the doctors at UCLA have said she doesn’t have. “The public kind of forgot she was a drug addict and alcoholic. The Adderall is not that big of a deal, as opposed to coke and alcohol. It’s like when she has a thousand things to do in one day, [Adderall] is helpful. It was never like she would take five Adderall in a day. She maybe would take one when she wakes up, and later in the day. When I heard she failed her drug tests, I knew she was going to blame Adderall.”

Lindsay Just “Doesn’t Comprehend” How Her Addiction Is Hurting Her Career

The source says, “She clearly knows that the offers aren’t rolling in like they used to. She used to get like 20 scripts a week, but there’s always a couple of deals coming in. She just thinks they’ll keep coming in. She self-sabotages herself, and I just don’t why. I don’t think she even comprehends it. She had the recipe for the comeback of a lifetime. You’d think she would be like, ‘Working is my high, and I don’t need drugs, but her addiction truly must be overpowering.’”
As for her current projects, “I begged her not to do [the film] Inferno [about legendary porn star Linda Lovelace], I didn’t think it’s the right thing for her to do,” says the source. “And with Ungaro [which hired Lindsay last year as a consultant, but eventually ended the deal], I don’t know what happened. The company was incredible to her, they gave her an amazing office with a view of The Eiffel Tower. I was like why don’t you stay in Paris and do your fashion thing, but she didn’t.”

Lindsay Is Clever At “Hiding” Her Drug Use

“The thing with Lindsay is that she’s good at hiding her drug use from people at large, but she’ll be open with her friends,” says the source. “If you confront her though about her drug use, she’s like ‘See ya later.’ Her friends can only ‘suggest’ things to her.” Adds the source, “Lindsay doesn’t have normal, good people around her,” says the source. “A lot of her so called friends just don’t care about her.”

—David Caplan

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KaliGurl

Posted at 2:33 AM on September 23, 2010  

Riiight. The queen of manipulation and lying did a line the size of a new no.2 pencil! She’s banking on the jails being overcrowded and getting an early release again. The judge needs to keep her in for 30 days THEN do her hearing so she is forced to do a full 30 days.

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Cynthia

Posted at 2:43 PM on September 22, 2010  

Why should anybody care about this idiot? Why care for someone who doesn’t care about themself? She is absolutely delusional if she thinks that people love her and her stupidity, if people do love her idiocy, they need to have their heads examined! Finally, people are growing tired, especially the law over her stupid shenanigans! Friday, hurry up and lock this asshole up already!

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Vet

Posted at 11:28 AM on September 22, 2010  

Like everything on this “site,” who gives a rat’s ass?

Bonnie says! Bonnie says!

Ah, STFU!

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ThinkerBelle

Posted at 8:55 AM on September 22, 2010  

And when you think about it, really, the so-called details are the same as most other addict’s details. There is nothing new under the the son oops sun. She seems to be willing to do her personal growth in the public eye where the rest of us would share with a much smaller circle. If we weren’t so interested in her who would she be? What is her gift to us?

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sandman

Posted at 5:09 AM on September 22, 2010  

who cares if she does any thing she is a nut and she will kill her self and i don`t care so why would any one? her mom and dad are casing the money. they don`t care. so i don`t care. see ya

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west

Posted at 1:42 AM on September 22, 2010  

Wow, you people actually believe this “source”?

Gullible, gullible, gullible. If this “source” was even remotely as close to LL as she claims, she wouldn’t be giving an interview. If she really did have these conversations with her, LL will clearly know who sold her out, so why bother hiding her identity?

Fake news, fake stories, made up to make some hanger on feel important, while making this trash blog make money.

God people are pathetic. Leave this poor girl alone. At least the new judge seems to have some appreciation that these stories aren’t all true, unlike the last judge who believed everything written about her.

Sad, so sad. Yes, I an talking to you. . .

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John

Posted at 12:20 AM on September 22, 2010  

Why should we care? She doesn’t care herself. She is an “adult” so why doesn’t she take responsibility for herself?

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maghse

Posted at 11:50 PM on September 21, 2010  

God Lindsay…. give it a rest man! This girl is not going to make it to 30 years old…. this is just a very sad story… she is trying to kill herself for some reason. She has plenty of money, is very popular, she can have anything she wants… the only thing she is not getting is love from the most important people in her life,… her parents…I mean love in many ways,… like tough love,..stop pampering this child and sit down on her… sadly though sometimes even that doesn’t work.

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ThinkerBelle

Posted at 10:29 PM on September 21, 2010  

Perhaps her parents did not give her values to live by or standards for behavior. Perhaps when looks within, all she can find is emptiness. Who would she be without her addiction anyway?

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stevie

Posted at 10:22 PM on September 21, 2010  

She’s such an ass. How old is she, three?

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lainie

Posted at 1:47 PM on September 21, 2010  

i wish Lindsey would just go away, she has been given a silver spoon that she snorts and pisses on. If the media is basis her fame on her failed addictions or she does, put her in jail without press.

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disco

Posted at 1:38 PM on September 21, 2010  

LOL I thought she wasn’t allowed visitors?

anyways, if I was Lindsay this would narrow down which loser is selling her secrets to the media and I’d be showing said person the door.

At this point Lindsay is the one ruining her own integrity. I think a lot of people will feel less sympathy to her now.

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Melanie

Posted at 1:07 PM on September 21, 2010  

the girl needs serious help! she’s semimental & a serious addict. i’m so tired of people taking up for her saying ” just leave her alone!” where has leaving her alone gotten her? oh i know…here!

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disco

Posted at 1:38 PM on September 21, 2010  

do you know what sentimental means?

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gbtw

Posted at 2:59 PM on September 21, 2010  

lol… i think they meant “semi-mental”, as in, she has mental health issues… lol… but who knows.

 
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Betty Botox

Posted at 12:58 PM on September 21, 2010  

What is always missing from these stories? The men/women who sell the drugs to the stars! The LAPD needs to find them (Lindsay could give up their names if she wanted to) and put them in jail!

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foreva

Posted at 12:04 PM on September 21, 2010  

She is going back to jail for a single line of coke? DAMN
Hopefully it goes by quick and she could be out next week.

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mimi tholsted

Posted at 12:20 PM on September 21, 2010  

Yes, …out for another line????

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