Sandra Bullock shocked the world with the news of her newly adopted son, Louis Apr. 28. Her estranged soon to be divorced husband Jesse James confesses that not being able to help raise baby Louis has left a “hole in his heart.”
Jesse James wants the world to know he’s sorry that he hurt his wife of four years Sandra Bullock and he wishes he could help raise her newly adopted baby boy Louis, 3 months. Sandra and Jesse began the adoption process in New Orleans four years ago but when Jesse’s cheating came to light in March Sandra left him and decided to raise Louis on her own. Sandra admits in People magazine Apr. 28 that she has filed for divorce. In People‘s 10 page spread Jesse made a statement about his “shattered marriage” and the love he has for the little boy he and Sandra adopted together.
Here is what Jesse told People magazine:
“My whole life has been full of hard decisions. The decision to let my wife end our marriage and continue the adoption of Louis on her own has been the hardest. The love I have for Louis cannot be put to words. Not having him around to love and to hold has left a huge hole in my heart.
Sandy is the love of my life, but considering the pain and devastation I have caused her, it would be selfish to not let her go. Right now it is time for me to beat this addiction that has taken two of the things I love the most in life.
I have always taken great pride in proving people wrong. That time has come once again to show that I am not what everyone says I am. I know in my heart that I can be the best father possible to my four children and the mate Sandy deserves, and realize that this is an incredible mountain to climb. But I believe that the steps I have taken in the last 30 days are the foundation for making this happen. The lifelong commitment I am making is what being a real husband and father is all about.
I ask that you please do not judge Sandy for the things I have done. She has done no wrong. She played no part in any of this. She has been an amazing wife, mother and best friend for the over six years we have been together.”